chatmonchy - 染まるよ

Wanderlust would hit two in the morning

And I’d wander through the city’s empty streets

But the lamplights made the world look different

And I don’t know what I’m doing out here all on my own

Bought a pack of cigs just for the hell of it

Because I feel like I look older with them

But underneath the moon, I felt uncomfortable

I don’t know why I feel so in the wrong because I’m

Puffing on the cigarettes you loved so much

Cigarettes that you loved more than you loved me

Did you know I always want to be with you?

Or that was what I thought

That you were what I want

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale ‘til the flame goes slack

The wind will blow my smoke back into my face until my eyes turn black

Run down to the filter, it no longer burns

And the high is fading away

See your face mixed up within the smoky haze

I hate both your aftertastes

I’ll hold my breath until it comes out white

Like the daytime holds out through the blackest night

Did you know I always want to be with you?

But that has changed with you

You’re not the person I knew

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale and the smoke will rise

The wind will blow my smoke back into my face until the morning light

All the words that you had me believing

They felt so right, and they will never leave me

But they’re not what I was needing

Do you know that you’re the only one for me?

So please don’t shout at me, and don’t forget about me

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale ‘til the paper’s gone

The wind will blow my smoke up into the sky to paint another dawn