I wrote down a couple words that were floating in my head onto my notebook this morning.
Went to class then came home and took a nap.
After the pouring rain woke me from my nap I went to my desk and looked at the notebook…
30 minutes later I have almost a whole song written…
Turn on the keyboard.
An hour later I have almost a whole song.
It’s funny because just the other day I was thinking that I haven’t written new lyrics for a few weeks. (Trying to focus on finishing current ones and not have a thousand incomplete songs.) Then I thought “how do I even begin to write my lyrics?” I mean I don’t just go “I wanna write about ___”, then sit down and do so. Sometimes I wish it worked like that for me but I kinda just look at my notebook and and the songs already there I guess… I never thought about it before. I couldn’t figure it out and I got worried “what if I can never write lyrics again now that I asked myself ‘how?’ what if I just opened Pandora’s box in my mind??” hahaha but then today I wrote a new song and same as before… I have no idea how it happened really.
I will never truly understand inspiration. I’m just glad it’s always there.
I hate when I go to read a manga online and as I start clicking through the pages I realize the first 15 pages are the cover art, the covert art in black and white, table of contents, character bios, translator credits, table of contents, fanart, and a fucking dinner menu.